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Last Night

I dreamed I was riding on an elephant.

Strange, to be sure – I have never ridden an elephant while I was awake.

It was a magnificent sensation, to find myself safely on its back as it rose to full height from my very low place, bearing me along with effortless grace. The world unfurled before us in organized wonder, clearly and conveniently arrayed from my perch.

I could feel the muscles of its enormous back and legs as they moved forward, creating a unified stability in their disparate and mighty individual motions. A wholeness of immense power with the ability to rip itself asunder, borne of a tender regard and love which prevents this from happening.

Awareness is sitting here.

Such a powerful experience, such a wonderful conveyance along my journey to deeper understanding.

I will sit and I will watch. All that I am seeking is hiding behind patience.

I find friendship in my presence.

I will do all in my ability to honor this friendship, to tend as dearly as even my most clumsy self is able – with love and compassion.

This elephant bore me along, apparently relieving me of the confines of some sort of mucky trap I had wandered into. Gratitude surrounds us as the wind blows through our hair, enveloping each step and every moment, step after deliberate step defining our progress – with every step another breath and fleeting awareness.

Free at last, I embrace each moment.

From the back of the elephant, I not only saw the entirety of the surrounding landscape and where I needed to go – I saw that we were already walking in this direction.

I remember now to look for the monkey and the rabbit. Surely, they are sitting here with me.

Together we watch the universe unfold, passing the pipe among us.

‘twas ever thus.

~

Here we go again

July 2, 2020

Checking in and marking off another day in paradise…

I’ll try to keep this positive, despite all the trouble in the world right now.

In catching up with life, the universe, and everything, here are some quick points to make about the last 6 months:

  • I’m fine, despite the rumors to the contrary.
  • Learned some things, and found some new perspective – more to come.
  • Lost some “friends”, but got my sanity and life back, so a good trade overall.
  • Reunited with some old friends and we got the band back together- even if it was only for a limited set.
  • Ultimately, I found my way back to the place I need to be despite the chaos of the world and the lousy company I was keeping. I’m working on my routine so I can be here more often…

Don’t have a clue what I’m talking about?

That’s OK, it wasn’t meant for you – and no worries. It don’t mean shit Mr. Natural!

Mr Natural sez: For this moment in time, I have your attention... I have YOUR attention! Did you know that attention is power? Then Mr Natural sits in his chair with an empty speech bubble above him.
Mr. Natural knows more than you. Believe it!

For those of you who do have a clue, consider your next move carefully. I know a man with a hog farm…

Situation Normal?

Let me be blunt for a minute. The “new normal” sucks. It sucks even worse watching people be dicks to each other.

But I remind myself and you that these people are scared and out of touch with their potential to be decent. We need inspired minds to find ways to bring healing and compassion back to the forefront of everyone’s minds.

What a challenging time to be practicing compassion and tolerance! So many asses needing a good solid kick…

Important to Remember

Still, I am grateful for the blessings in my life, and I am cautiously working towards a better tomorrow.

Among the blessings in my life is a network of people who continue to show the better side of humanity, for no reason other than it is what they believe is the right thing to do.

The situation is challenging but it is not hopeless, and we are not alone in our efforts. Thank you all for just trying to be decent people – I shudder to think about what it would be like without your efforts.

In keeping things positive, here is a small sampling of the moments that have caused me to pause and appreciate everything and nothing at all in the past year:

Old truck covered with rust and faded paint with a purple motorcycle leaned against it, in similar state of disrepair. A giant geranium grows up between the two.
Two miles away…
Bright orange flower
Ben’s flowers from the corner.
Three light orange, almost peach-colored flowers.
More of Ben’s flowers.
Sunflower
One of Ben’s sunflowers.
Sun setting over the Pacific Ocean and Marin County coast.
Sunset over the Pacific from Marin Coast.
Sunset from Penitencia Creek Trail
Sunset over San Jose from Penitencia Creek Trail.
The Midnight Creeper - orange cat from my neighborhood.
The cat who likes to visit in the middle of the night.
Group of flowers with red/fuschia edges fading to white on the inside with bright yellow centers.
Ben grows a lot of flowers.
Cannabis: Lem OG x Kirkwood from 2019
I grew different kinds of flowers.
Cannabis close-up, rosin glands and pistils.
A close-up of some of my flowers.
Vultures in a tree waiting for me, forming silhouettes against the pale morning sky.
These guys are always watching and waiting…
Polar bears crowded into a lifeboat with an EPA (environmental protection agency) flag, where the A has been created with the Anarchy symbol.
Graffiti for nature.
Cannabis being inspected during harvest.
Harvest time…
single abandoned boxing glove
Abandoned low-level weapon in my neighborhood.
Peace Love Unity Respect spray painted on a building.
Good ideas.
Another mystic morning from the mountain.
Where the kind grows.
Sunset from San Jose
Another beautiful day comes to an end…

Peace out you freaks!

Hello World!

So it begins- another blog, yet again…

’twas ever thus- and yet it never was quite like this. Another golden Sunday afternoon in paradise.

Yet all is not as it appears, and truth is so often stranger than fiction.

Subtle ripples can reveal hidden currents and rocky bottoms.

Distractions and the interruptions between making plans, that’s what life is made up of.

Sometimes you have to read between the lines.

But most importantly, you should try to have fun.

🙂

So I bring an introductory disclaimer, as a matter of due diligence: I apologize for nothing, if you don’t like something I post, then you’re more than free to take a hike- and keep your opinions to yourself. This place is for my own selfish needs, I post what I want, when I want, for whatever crazy reason that might seize my fancy.

’nuff said.

If you do want to engage on a deeper level, then go ahead and register, so you can leave comments. I’ll think about letting you in…

Meanwhile, I’ll be doing what I do, and I will see you around-

Peace!